A thought

I want to be close to you.
Kiss you.
Hold you.
Be inside of you.
See your eyes glisten in ecstasy.
Hear your soft breathy moan in my ears.
I want to cut my heart open and offer it to you.
But I'm afraid that as soon as you have it,
you'll dunk my heart in a vat of acid
                 again, just for child's play.